Thursday, August 04, 2005
snippets of solitudeHorribly rainy weather, rained in, nowhere to go, nothing purposeful to do. Made scrambled eggs and cheese, OD'ed on the cheese, but it was good nonetheless. Filled with longing, played Jem and Coldplay on repeat. Hoping for a connection, but nothing yet. Gave up some things that aren't high on my priority list anymore. Window shopping, online, way too much, getting to know more people and reconnecting with the old ones. I slept at 3am the previous day, and got up at 9 to a gloomy view of the world outside. Super. The headache hit again and the pain doubled with cramps shortly after, but all I felt, was irrepressible, silly and a tad wistful. I want to drink sangria and dance barefoot in a skirt that swirls.
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way i love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
And hung me on a line
Maybe I'm amazed at the way i really need you
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girl
Who's in the middle of something
That she doesn't really understand
Maybe I'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
Who could ever help me
Baby won't you help me understand
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I leave you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
Right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you
rachel at 11:23 PM