Friday, December 30, 2005

gulpisms

what do you do when people let you down all the time, when they know they're wrong?

do you cut them out/off from your life? let them know how you feel, and let them pick up the pieces?

i have some idiotic problem with not wanting to upset the status quo. i just smile and brush things off.

ah yes, mel, my new year's resolution, if i decide to make any, would be to be able to talk about my abstract emotions for more than 3 minutes, instead of moving on to other topics.

it's the last free friday night before school starts. i've actually enjoyed the holidays because i got to have alot of rest and not stress out at all...maybe only minor stuff that had no major consequence whatsoever. i basically bummed around alot...sometimes doing nothing works wonders. spent way too much time online [and online shopping naturally follows] and caught up on reading some great books too.

mel and i went visiting ethnic enclaves today, arab street to be precise. we had a hard time deciding what to buy. and she's going to teach me how to salsa so we can both go to the salsa club.

also, had a loverly time at the MAC counter trying on eyeliner. due to previously traumatic experience with eyeliner i'm quite averse to eye kohl, so i was very twitchy when mel was lining my eyes. but then the salesgirl used their famous fluidlines on me [it's cream-based] and it went on like a charm. well, because it was a brush and not a pencil that could accidentally poke your eyes. and now i am hooked.