Monday, February 20, 2006
odd, isn't it, how things change. maybe wanting something fills people with more desire than having something. it was like any ordinary day, when i wake up, freshen up, read the papers and turn on the lifebook. so there it was.remember this? I turn on my computer. I wait impatiently as it connects. I go online, and my breath catches in my chest until I hear three little words: You've got mail. I hear nothing. Not even a sound on the streets of New York, just the beating of my own heart. I have mail. From you. i posted this back in dec.
somehow, that doesn't apply anymore. emptiness fills my heart. there is a time and place for everything, not to mention, a reason, even if we don't know it from the start. lessons are meant to be learnt, trying as they may be. perhaps i am ready to move on, and even if, sometime in the future, i find myself back where i was, i'd be wiser and know how to handle it better.
rachel at 10:50 AM